Tomorrow will be two weeks post op!

Wow, it really felt like this would never come. Things are progressing a lot slower than they were. I still can't feel my lower lip or chin. It's getting really old, but everyday is closer and I'm able to drink just fine so it's just more of an annoyance. I self graduated to lowering my front elastic and eating mashed potatoes. I don't know if my surgeon would approve, but it fills my stomach and I only do it when I'm really hungry. Also, I only did it once and i don't chew. If you decide to do this definitely only use your lips and tongue. You'll need to relearn how to eat anyway so this may help you with controlling your lips and tongue. You'll look like a baby when you eat  (literally) and I recommend using baby utensils since you won't be able to open your mouth very wide. Small bites, small utensils, mirror for guidance, and a hell of a lot of patience is necessary. Funny tidbit: I used my mickey mouse utensils from the 90s when I was learning how to eat. It was like nostalgia and frustration all at once. I wore makeup for the first time 2 days ago on Christmas eve. I also got my eyebrows waxed that day too so it felt amazing to feel good about myself again. Cody got me the naked 1 palette from urban decay so I just had to use it for his family Christmas. I'll admit, it was so weird putting on makeup where my face is numb. My lips look so much bigger due to the new placement of my face so my lipstick was bangin'. My first post op appointment is in 2 days. I'll update next with my surgeons instructions and thoughts on my healing. I still feel great, I'm just ready to eat more than broth, smoothies, protein shakes, and the occasional instant mashed. Feel free to email me or comment any questions. I promise not to hold anything back.

I felt so good about myself. See my new Kendra Scott necklace? Cody got the EXACT one I mentioned that I wanted. He's the best. 

Everything Cody got me for Christmas. He definitely made it wonderful considering the circumstances. I got the Naked Smoky palette last Christmas so I was thrilled to add the first one to my collection.  I love urban decay so much. Also, the movie was something I have not been able to find in stores. We actually looked all over OKC for it and couldn't find it. It's one of my favorites so he found it online for me. The Beatles thing is a zippo lighter than is 17 years old and has never been lit. It's a sweet addition to my vintage Beatles collection. He is seriously so thoughtful. & of course he knows I love Kendra Scott, glitter, and black. Best boyfriend ever. I hope everyone had a great Christmas this year, I know I did!